I apologize. To any of you possibly reading this, it is possible I am a tool.
That’s cool. A blog is supposed to be where you can accentuate your toolishness. And with good purpose. It is an expressionary plain. A medium for the deepest musings- a destination for the potentially embarrassing thoughts of the unyieleding veteran of the internets.
But I have not been honest with you. I have only chosen to be honest when it serves me right. Honesty is not only important unconditionally, but it is important as a social tool. One can present honesty regularly as a way of relating to, bonding with and befriending others. It is powerful at it is as potentially fake as straight up lying. So, please ask me questions (http://paintersgonnapaint.tumblr.com/ask), challenge me, frighten me, declare war on me, berate me, degrade me, praise me; but please make a fool out of me.
I need the pressure. I need the animosity and the pleasant feedback. I fuel off you. Many people just say to be whomever you would care to be. But that is bull. We are social beings. Be a part of something.